13 September 2011

Paleo & Vices

“Grok want Coca-Cola.” - (Wishful) Rough translation first words of Homo Sapiens sapiens.




I’ve been (slowly) converting to the Paleo diet/lifestyle/whatever the heck you want to call it for about six weeks now. For the most part it’s been spectacular - I’ve been feeling far healthier, far more energetic, and I’ve trimmed down rather significantly because of it 1.


For those that aren’t aware of what Paleo is, I’ve linked to a site that has a fairly comprehensive list of links to get one acquainted and started with understanding what “Paleo” actually means. In my attempt to butcher its description, Paleo is at it’s heart a set of broad and far-ranging lifestyle choices and changes that one implements in order to make your lifestyle more similar to the environment our paleolithic ancestors toiled and evolved in. The most prominent of these changes is food, which is where I’ve started, but the movement encompasses exercise – with an emphasis on dynamic weightlifting and sprints over long-distance runs – as well as hygiene – lukewarm showers, no sunscreen, and all-natural cleansers – and even finds its way into clothing for the die-hards2.


On the food front specifically, Paleo is often described as the “Hunter-Gatherer Diet”. What that means to those of us who have never lived a nomadic lifestyle is that the nutrition plan puts an emphasis on obtaining Calories3 from proteins and fats as opposed to carbohydrates as most nutrition plans, including the USDA recommend. Sugar, whether refined or in high-dose, high-glycemic index foods such as nectarines, is a definite no-no, as it is in most “Low-Carb”4 diets. The difference between Paleo and other “low-carb” diets such as Atkins is that it doesn’t de-emphasize the role of plant matter in the paleolithic diet – after all they did ocassionally gather while “Hunter-Gather”ing – and instead completely cuts out whole wheat and gluten-containing products of any kind, often a source of cheating on carbohydrate intake of other popular diets. The issue with gluten is that many humans show a remarkable sensitivity to it, but, because it is so pervasive in our diets, we attribute this chronic irritation to other factors.


Having been gluten-free for nearly six weeks now, and having, to my dismay5, having relapsed on occasion, I can say that the absence of gluten, and in it’s abrupt return, the effect is drastic. Never has such a simple change had such a quick and measurable outcome; the difference being gluten-free is leaps and bounds. What may be even more remarkable is that as I’ve avoided the typical sugar-overloads that modern life presents daily, I’ve quickly been desensitized, and what once was an appealing treat – a doughnut, perhaps – now is borderline repulsive with it’s obvious over sweetness, even without tasting it.


So what’s the issue in turning full Paleo, nutritionally at least? There was one thing that the nomadic man of yore did not account for when refining his palate for future geneartions – that he would one day invent Coca-Cola. Were it not for this vice, chances are high I’d be toting a wooden club and living in a cave.


After all, progress is progress; perhaps I should more appropriately title my particular subset “Polar Bear Paleo.”


Refreshing.



  1. That isn’t to say that I started eating Paleo to lose weight; in fact, that’s decidedly not a goal of this choice. I attribute it instead to a by-product of getting rid of most of the junk I used to eat. ↩

  2. You can sure as hell bet they aren’t opposed to leather goods. ↩

  3. Yes it should be capitalised; a Calorie is one thousand calories. ↩

  4. I say “Low Carb” because Paleo isn’t antithetical to a moderately high carbohydrate diet consisting of starchy plants such as yams; the issue is in eating food our digestive systems have evolved to process, unlike gluten-containing grains and legumes. ↩

  5. Such is college life, unfortunately, that one rarely declines free food, poison or not. ↩

11 September 2011

Failure, OR How I Stopped and Learned to Love the Bomb


“Do I look all rancid and clotted? You look at me, Jack. Eh? Look, eh? And I drink a lot of water, you know. I’m what you might call a water man, Jack - that’s what I am. And I can swear to you, my boy, swear to you, that there’s nothing wrong with my bodily fluids. Not a thing, Jackie.” -Dr. Strangelove




Sometimes the only possible thing one can do is hop on to that atomic bomb and ride it off into the sunset.1 All dramatics aside, the truth is that acceptance is the hardest thing one can do, because it means coming to terms with the way things are, rather than the way they could, should, or even would be, had it not been for some leap of faith, some alternate choice, some thing that didn’t go the way it did.


Acceptance is hard. Acceptance because of failure is even harder, because often it implies failure, it implies that you struggled to bring about some result, and now you’re stuck with whatever shitty outcome that you’ve worked so hard to change, to avoid. Acceptance, is ultimately, riding that atom bomb into the sunset, cowboy hat on, determined to give them “Rooskies “ what-for.


So I’ve accepted that I won’t be entering a prototype into the James Dyson contest this year. In doing so I don’t hang my head in defeat, or wave a little white flag, or give a little encouragement speech of how I did my best to succeed. Because the truth is that I set myself up for failure. The timeline I gave myself was untenable and simply not structured to the way I, regrettably, begrudgingly, operate: in bouts of activity interspersed with lulls in action, rather than a structured, orderly fashion. And I really didn’t play the cards I was dealt; my design was, in my opinion, an interesting one, but the implementation of it was difficult to achieve, for lack of tools and machine-shop access.


Most importantly though, my heart wasn’t in it. I was intrigued, and certainly excited to produce something unique, something original, but my heart was wandering elsewhere. Indeed that’s what did this whole project in: my curiosity slowly waned, and instead of feeling a distilled sense of excitement to be building something, my mind wandered to other things.


So no Dyson Award acceptance speech this year - a shame really, because I have been feverishly working on my public speaking. But just because the impetus for this blog has disappeared doesn’t mean nothing remains. Truthfully, I think this is the beginning, because there is no longer a confinement as to what I feel I should focus on. Instead, I have the opportunity to discuss my real interests and pursue what my heart happens to be in.


I hope you’ll stay tuned. I can tell you I’m working on some interesting things, and, perhaps more importantly, I’m joined by others who can impose some sort of structure onto my flighty thoughts. More on that as it becomes available. In the meantime though, and over the next few days and weeks, I’d like to talk about design as it applies to software, publishing, and the electronic era. I hope you enjoy.



  1. You have seen this movie, haven’t you? ↩

21 June 2011

This Is Why I Write


The truth is I don’t do it for you. Nor do I do it to make money, nor for widely acclaimed fame, or to impress a beautiful girl. That isn’t to say I don’t hope you thoroughly enjoy my writing. That isn’t to say I would happy if my writing made me millions of dollars. That isn’t to say I would be upset if my writing made me famous. And I certainly would love it if my writing impressed a gorgeous woman.

But that’s not why I do this. I do it for me.

I think a lot of beginning writers have the highest of aspirations. Having read the Hemingways, the Twains, the Kings, they believe that by penning a few words, they can touch the hearts of millions. But writing doesn’t work that way.

Do yourself a favor, and have an audience of one. And when you think you’ve changed your own heart, expand your audience to two. And if you can successfully manage two, millions will follow.

We can only know others by knowing ourselves.

20 June 2011

THE JAMES DYSON AWARD PT II: THE SOLUTION


For those who haven’t followed along from the very beginning, this web log is ultimately, in the short term at least, about producing a design solution to be entered into the James Dyson Award competition. For the past two weeks I’ve been deliberating and deciding on what problem I believe is worth solving, and what my plan of action will be for the next sixty days of the competition. Today is a follow up to yesterday’s discussion about the a problem worth solving; for those that missed it, here it is in it’s entirety.
-SM
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“How do we localize water usage to individual regions, communities, and, ultimately, households?”

This is very much a problem exclusive, and some ways endemic, to the latter 20th and 21st century. In the bygone BCs a civilization could not exist without proximity to a source of water. Even the mighty Roman Empire, with their labyrinthine aqueducts, rarely constructed their cities more than spitting distance from a body of water. It just wasn’t possible to live more than a few miles from that most precious of liquids.

No longer the case. With the power of internal combustion and flight now at our disposal, entire countries are now free to import their water in bulk. Take the UAE. In it’s decadence, it imports it’s water from Southeast Asia, among other more local venues, not just to provide drinking water, but to grow food and enjoy year-round indoor skiing, quite possibly the most decadent thing a desert nation could ever aim for (Hoth on Tatooine. And yes, that is another Star Wars reference).

Yes, it’s a fucking desert.

Unfortunately, it’s a little ambitious to try to alter the course of an entire country from such wasteful and permanently detrimental water usage. There are, however, much more manageable methods of localizing water usage. And the inspiration comes from something as simple as a soda fountain.

We typically consume our pop through one of two means - by purchasing it in “bulk” at the grocery in cans or bottles, or at our favorite restaurant where it’s typically dispensed from a soda fountain. But soda fountains aren’t just magically connected to two liter bottles of beverage and dispense on command, staying fizzy all the while. As anyone who’s sipped on soda dispensed past prime, the drink is mixed – flavoring, water, and carbonation – entirely on site; and when the flavoring runs out before it’s replaced, you end up with less than stellar pop. The entirety of water usage is localized to the fountain; Coke or Pepsi or whomever need only supply the proprietary flavoring and the carbon dioxide necessary to carbonate the beverage, cutting down massively on transportation strain, because, after all, Pop is still mostly just water.

Why can’t we decompose our household consumption in a similar manner? I don’t mean to suggest we put a soda fountain in every person’s kitchen. But what if we could modularize pop cans, so that, just as soft drink companies do commercially, we are provided with pre-dispensed amounts of flavoring and carbonation and add the water ourselves?

There is no technical infeasibility to this solution. We merely design an aluminum pop can top that houses the flavoring and CO2 cartridge, and screws into to a reusable aluminum housing. It can even keep the pop tab for novelty and to start the mixing/carbonation. Is this a practical solution? I think so. IS it implementable? Let’s find out. Follow-up in a week and I’ll have a theoretical model in place.
Until then, sláinte.
-SM

19 June 2011

THE JAMES DYSON AWARD PT I: THE PROBLEM

For those who haven’t followed along from the very beginning, this web log is ultimately, in the short term at least, about producing a design solution to be entered into the James Dyson Award competition. For the past two weeks I’ve been deliberating and deciding on what problem I believe is worth solving, and what my plan of action will be for the next sixty days of the competition. This will be a short discussion about the former of the two; I hope to broach the latter in a follow-up tomorrow.
-SM
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Bottled Water.

I certainly cringe at the phrase, at it’s subtle oxymoronic tendencies, just as canned heat, or “fresh-squeezed orange juice from concentrate” has done before it. The fact is, though, bottled water has solved a lot of problems. It’s allowed disaster relief efforts to bring safe and clean water to afflicted areas. It’s made it possible for city folk like myself to drink water that actually tastes good. And it’s brought convenience to drinking, storing, and transporting water with such completeness that it’s hard to imagine a time in the future where water won’t exist locked up in its plastic prison.

But this entrapment of life’s most essential of necessities has brought with it its own slew of problems. Once drained of fluid, the clear carcass of these vessels becomes utter un-biodegradable; centuries will pass before the transparent sheen of these bottles erode into the wind, and it may take longer still for the compounds themselves to return to their prior, unaltered state. Even recycled, the amount of energy required to reshape, re-pour, and remold a plastic bottle is an astronomical cost. Transportation costs are staggering as well; trucks loaded with the most abundant of molecules on the earth are no lightweights, and the exhaust they create further pollutes are sky and ultimately makes the clean water we so desperately crave even more scarce. Even worse, our massive export of water to and from countries that are either scarce or abundant in the resource may forever be changing the landscape of our water supplies – after all, Fiji only has so much water to give before it’s turned into Tatooine. Complete with seedy space-bars, I hope.

So how do we solve bottled water? There’s been a huge resurgence in the last few years that has attempted to tackle the problem in a variety of ways. Brita and others have made it incredibly simple to have clean, tasty drinking water right from the tap. An outpouring of new aluminum, eco-friendly bottles have made transportation of water reusable, environmental, and incredibly simple. Sadly though, this hasn’t alleviated the fundamental axis on which bottled water is so universally enjoyed – convenience. For all the ease of use that the Brita filter and the aluminum bottle bring, they still don’t compare to the pre-filtered, pre-bottled ease that plastic packaging offers.

In the end, bottled water is an impossible problem. Because we can’t compete with convenience, because we can’t fight against the fundamentals of human nature.

But though solving bottled water presents itself as impossible, this doesn’t mean that we can’t solve the problems that bottled water creates. Is it solvable to make the Cretaceous-casings that our bottled water are currently bound in not so harmful to our environment? Absolutely; and currently great work is being done in the production of biodegradable plastics. Unfortunately, with little more than a “my First Chemistry Set” at my disposal, I’ll leave the petro-chemical tinkering to those with the proper equipment. And what of alleviating the strain that transporting these billions of gallons in planes, trains, and automobiles? Again great work is being done in that area, but it is certainly beyond the scope of one man and one summer to replace internal combustion, or improve aerodynamics of vehicles, or whatever other efficiency boost is currently planned.

So what does that leave us? A very fundamental, poignant question to a serious problem:

“How do we localize water usage to individual regions, communities, and, ultimately, households?”

This is the question we must ask ourselves. And this is what I’d like to leave you with, until tomorrow, when I do my best to lay out precisely how we can solve this problem. 

05 June 2011

Commie Bastards

“To survive against them1, we can't just rely on shallow styling. We need technology and design that they don't have. As long as we continue to innovate and produce products that have better features and work better, we can compete. Our only chance for survival is better engineering.”
-       Sir James Dyson, 2004

How do we solve problems? How do we go about examining the facets of the challenges we face? We are not so lucky as archaeologists, who merely need to collect the pieces of the puzzle and glue them back together, Humpty-Dumpty style. Our greatest asset when investigating problems is the great and mighty Question.

Of course, this wonderful tool we have at our disposal is also the most challenging of apparatus to effectively wield. It isn’t merely about asking questions after all; as any conversation with a two-year-old will show, asking why a thousand times will either result in increasingly terse answers, or outright hostility. The finesse, the difficulty in beginning great design, is determining the right questions to ask.

A great example of this thought process in action, and one that is close to, if not my heart, then at the very least my physical body, is the situation Pittsburgh, the Steel City, faced as the end of the 20th century approached. The Seventies and Eighties were rough on a city that had been created from the foundries and the bellows of the steel mills as factories in China produced cheaper steel from cheaper labor and cheaper ore. The problem was one of life or death for a city that apart from an electronics and radio industry that had grown up hand-in-hand with the steel mills (and had likewise moved on), had only the steel industry.

How could Pittsburgh compete with places around the world like China that had nothing in the way of unions, OSHA, and inflated corporate decadence nurtured from nearly 100 years as the leading steel fabrication site in the U.S.? That question, of course, was the wrong one for the city to be asking, but at the time, it seemed like the only question worth answering as day after day, more layoffs and closings swept across the river valley, a malignant cancer with no apparent cure. For a while, Pittsburgh, along with other steel mills across the country tried to make the homegrown case with the tag line “Made in the USA”. The issue, of course, is how heavily commoditized the steel industry was, and had been since its inception. Additionally, the steel produced in the mills was rarely a to-market product: what did it matter if the materials for skyscrapers cars, or even children’s toys were produced in-country as long as the final product was. The steel producers were so far-removed from end-consumers that product differentiation was inconsequential.

A better question, and one that took a long time for Pittsburgh to effectively answer, was “How do we make use of this massive labor pool without the mills?” The solution was anything but obvious. In the case of other, more recent manufacturing diasporas, such as the one in Silicon Valley at the turn of the millennium, the answer was much clearer. Much of the silicon production and manufacturing had been outsourced, yes; but the remaining labor pool was a set of extremely talented and highly skilled workers, who could be repurposed. And so Silicon Valley became a new high-tech mecca, for software development and cutting-edge R&D. This essentially secured Silicon Valley’s long-term future, as their primary function was no longer product manufacturing, it was ideas, processes, and prototypes. These were things that were worth equally as much in Silicon Valley as they were in Singapore.

The same could not be said for Pittsburgh, where much of the fabrication process in the mills was either unskilled labor, or was focused on pouring hot molten fluid into casts; unfortunately, a minimally transferable skill to say the least. It was a serious problem then: how could this labor pool, which was becoming ever-increasingly fallow, be utilized in a way to stem the massive unemployment and poverty the city was facing? Alternate manufacturing avenues seemed promising at first, but that solution certainly couldn’t be permanent - U.S. labor prices were just to high to justify in the manufacturing field.

Of course, the story has a mostly happy ending, as Pittsburgh is once again a quickly growing economic center, albeit in an entirely different field. Finally, someone in the Steel City asked the right question: “How do we retrain and reuse our labor force with minimal time and investment?” The answer, just like steel manufacturing before it, was found in one of the fastest growing industries in the entire world, and one which was of special concern to America as the Baby Boomer generation began to age: healthcare. Of course, the labor pool couldn’t simply be handed stethoscopes and pushed into the waiting rooms of area hospitals to inspect broken limbs, or replace torn stitches. But hospitals and clinics brought with them the good old American bureaucracy of HMOs, Medicare, Prescription companies and the like. There were jobs to be had, if only physicians, drug companies and insurance giants could be convinced to move out into the Steel City. “If you build it, they will come”, as is said; and build it, Pittsburgh did. And the rest, as they say, is history.

How do we ask the right question? Indeed we could be like Pittsburgh, and with Edisonian glee ask ten-thousand different questions until we stumble upon the right one. Unfortunately most of us do not have the practical patience and adorably quaint determination that Edison is so well-remembered for 2. Instead of relying on intuition and serendipity then, we must rely on more precision than trial and error. Do we know for instance, what caused the problem? Or perhaps, who and what it affects? Of course, scientists know this as developing a hypothesis, which is after all, not just a Shot in the Dark, but rather, a calculated expression of what’s being studied based on prior knowledge and understanding. It’s putting to good use this education we pay tens of thousands of dollars for.

And so we come to Dyson. The knight is seemingly an exception to this entire series, so it seems only natural that I end the discussion with him. His products, after all, seem to solve problems that are both boring and impossible. The former, because they don’t truthfully solve anything that vacuum cleaners, or fans, or hand dryers, of the past didn’t already accomplish; there is nothing fundamentally different or revolutionary about the way his vacuums suck, or the way his fans blow 3. The latter, because they are quicksand problems: you could spend decades working on the perfect vacuum, but in the end, does it really matter if it’s one percent more efficient, or it rolls slightly better than a competitor? Dyson himself seems to have failed to do what he asks in his competition: “Design something that solves a problem”.

So is this the exception that proves the rule? I think not. Instead, we see an “exception” to these rules because we don’t realize what problems Dyson is tackling, what fundamental questions the agent of the queen has asked about these problems, and, to some degree at least, the nature of the solution he has offered up as Dyson brand products. We are misled, in no small part due to the seemingly mundane nature, the elegant simplicity inherent of his solutions. The absolute beauty of Dyson’s design skills is that he asks a question so fundamentally different than the one we see, he tackles a problem that consumer, producers, designers and engineers have difficulty even realizing exists.

What is that problem, what is that question? To the first, commoditization in the Consumer Appliance industry. And the Second, “How can we de-commoditize in an industry where differentiation was non-existent from day one?” This is a fundamental rethink of the design and engineering process that boils down to the following, in laymen’s terms:

Every vacuum, fan, and hand dryer in the world looks and functions identically to any other product.

How do we provide an experience compelling enough for people to use or stuff?

Dyson’s vacuums, or fans, or hand dryers aren’t about picking up dirt, or blowing air around, or drying hands. They’re about giving an experience that users enjoy and immediately associate with Dyson products. How many of us can name the brand of our fan, or the hand dryer in our university or workplace restrooms, or for that matter, the vacuum in our broom closet? I doubt most of us can name any of them, with the possible exception of the vacuum cleaner. On the other hand, did you know exactly what I meant when I mentioned the Dyson vacuum, fan or hand dryer, without even referring to the link?

This is the fundamental space in which engineering and design meet and must be intimately cooperative. Engineering allows us to create solutions that work; design allows us to create solutions that work well. And the two must cooperate to make sure that these solutions are immediately identifiable. Without engineering, without design, we won’t survive. And those damn Communists will win 4.


(1) - By "them", Dyson was referring to the Chinese, who had been buying up entire markets in the Consumer Appliance space in 2004. 
(2) - Yes, I don't like Edison. Get over it. 
(3) - Dyson's fan, to be fair, is very much a marvel of both engineering and design, on top of being super cool. But, it still doesn't do anything fundamentally different than a fan with blades. 
(4) - Better dead than Red. 

24 May 2011

Line in the Sand

There were no impossible problems in 1941 for Winston Churchill. There was only the sad truth: solve the problem of the Nazi’s advance across Europe, or die. There was a very clear line in the sand: lose Europe, lose the Island, lose the world. Churchill recognized very quickly that there could be no other solution other than total victory. And that was the challenge: the only way out was through.

I’ve talked a little bit about problems, but I haven’t discussed how we determine what problems we should focus on. Unfortunately, there isn’t a nice little buying guide, or a website that will instantly tell you all the issues that come along with solving particular problems. We can’t rely on our thinking to rescue us; we need instead to be able to recognize whether what we are challenged with is worth our time and attention.

Before advancing any further, I would like to mention that the impetus for this particular piece wasn’t brought on by some divine whisper in my ear; rather, it came about by listening to a fantastic podcast done by two stellar guys over at 5by5.tv: Dan Benjamin, the host of the show who has a fantastically soothing voice, and Merlin Mann, who is just an honest guy and clearly a far greater write and thinker than I am. I invite those that have time to listen to check it out.
The issue is never finding a problem to solve. There are an inordinate amount of challenges in the world that haven’t even begun to be addressed. It certainly isn’t for lack of issues to solve that problem-solvers around the world aren’t continually stumped. Rather, it’s about solving the right problems. And identifying the right problems to solve can be much more challenging than solving the problem itself.

What is it, then, that makes a problem right; what are the qualities that make a problem worth solving in the first place? In his talk Mann defines what the characteristics are of a challenges we shouldn’t spend our time on: impossible problems, those that we can never make any true headway on; and boring problems, problems that are either uninteresting in and of themselves or fail to bring us to a more interesting point in our lives. These two axes can be looked at as continuous severity scales: on the abscissa, a problem is defined by its degree of accessibility; on the ordinate, how stimulating a problem is defines where along the axis it will fall.

The issue of course, is that we can’t merely glance at a particular situation and rank just how accessible, just how stimulating it will ultimately turn out to be. The problem about problems, essentially, is that they aren’t necessarily quantifiable; we can’t, for instance, typically look at a patient in a hospital and immediately recognize they’re at risk for an aneurysm. Instead we rely on measuring and observing a problem’s effects on whatever it may be affecting in order to quantify the scope of the situation; a doctor must rely on angiograms, blood pressure readings, etc. in order to determine whether their patients are getting better or worse. Sadly, we can’t merely think at problems, or around them, or about them, or any take any other approach, if we wish to determine whether they are worth our time. We have to begin facing these challenges to determine if they are worth facing, we have to engage ourselves in order to determine if what we are doing is engaging. There are two ways out of a problem: to finish it, or to abandon it. And the only way out is through.

As we approach and begin to put ourselves into these problems, we must be constantly evaluating just how accessible, just how stimulating what we are engaged in is. The challenge then is two-fold: how do we evaluate and quantify the properties of these challenges, and how do we evaluate, and continue to evaluate, whether the challenges we engage in are worth tackling?

Unfortunately, the world isn’t black and white. We often are presented with immediately recognizable challenges that are immediately recognizable as impossible, or boring. The world isn’t filled with Kobayashi Marus, or CSPANs. Instead, we face far more subtle features that define how accessible and stimulating a problem is. Truth be told, there aren’t hard and fast rules that define just where a problem lies in the worthiness space that we’ve defined. But there are certainly signs of each of these features. Typically, the more inaccessible a problem is, the slower the pace of progress feels. Impossible problems typically feel like treadmills; it’s very easy to labor and feel like you’ve gotten work done, but when you step off, you’ve really gotten nowhere. Be wary though, that impossible problems can often disguise themselves with high pace; after all, the treadmill can just as easily go fast as it can go slow, without affecting your ultimate ending destination. If for example, you run for president in the independent party, with no advertising spending, no dishonesty, and no “politics as usual”, you may find that you’re flying along in your campaign. You may find that everyone you meet is genuinely pleased you’re running on such great principles. You may find you’re getting a ton of positive coverage. You may find that you’re making a difference. But, in the end, you’re probably facing an impossible problem;, and that Tuesday on the November of a leap year will likely provide a testament to that impossibility.

And boring problems? We are much more attuned to boredom in our modern-era of instant gratification. But we do need to be aware, at the very least, that not all types of stimulation are good; we can work on something that is intellectually stimulating, but ultimately has little effect on our progress through life. A great example, and perhaps an interesting exception to the rule I’ve just penned are the problems that James Dyson himself has worked on in his life. But delving into that is for another time.

Even if we can effectively plot the problems we are facing in the accessible-stimulating plane, what, inherently, is the use of it if we don’t use our analysis to tell ourselves that what we’re doing isn’t worth our time and attention. It would be easy to say, sitting here reading, “let’s only focus on the most stimulating, and most accessible problems first.” That’s a great goal, if things were that simple, I probably wouldn’t be knee-deep into what is now a thousand-word post. The truth is, we rarely spend our time in that zone. The truth is, we spend a lot of time working on far more boring, far more inaccessible problems. As a student, I’m painfully aware of this. Most of the work I do is either un-stimulating to the point of nausea, because of the assumption that we don’t have the expertise to do more engaging work; or it is far too inaccessible, because of the simple truth that we don’t have the expertise to make the work more accessible. But students accept these pittances of problems because they lead to more interesting, more accessible and more gratifying work.

In the end, it’s about drawing the line in the sand. We all have that wavering line that tells us where we shouldn’t go. It’s a hard line to define and an even harder one to stay true to. It isn’t some invisible barrier that we cross only under pain of death. It’s a fluid, living and breathing thing that both defines us and defines who we are. And it’s very easy to cross; those problems on the other die are often comforting because they are so monotonous, so lacking in any stimulating quality. But we don’t grow as individuals by stepping across that line. We don’t design solutions to problems worth solving the problems below that line. The biggest challenge to actually solving commendable problems is being honest with ourselves to ensure we don’t cross that line. The only way out, the only way to those rich and challenging problems, is through.